The initial struggle lies within meeting pen with paper, but the thoughts flooding my mind are too peculiar and precious not to do so. To see the invisibility of my thoughts manifest so concretely onto paper alleviates me of inward clutter in a therapeutic process unlike all else. Here I lay, underneath speaking walls and breathing souls, unsure of the time or existence that pose my present circumstances. In this lonely state of mind, my imagination sinks wildly into the depths of its most curious points. Swinging in between delirium and potent awareness, I find a humble fright the common ground, yet a mentality pulling me closer to neutrality. My mental plight now drifts into an accepting state of edged boredom.
Despite all that, which may seem as incredibly pointless as it is, a repeating consciousness still arises the same points. Applicable or not, my words are further exuded unto whomever still reads with patience…
Point 1. The need for a purpose, a purpose to which the soul feeds and the human is challenged; a purpose to which, without, the soul feels absent and only the human is left; a purpose which unlocks countless entryways when the appropriate time presents itself so that the soul and the purpose together live mutually in an evolving state of enlightenment.
Point 2. The youthful state of mind, the youthful state of mind which is universally idolized when in its prime state of blissful oblivion. The youthful state of mind lives in a state of unconscious consciousness within an omnipresent source of light; it lives without superfluous wants and never questions existence, form, or space in time. Therefore, the soul is pure yet impressionable to the world that plays the unburdened teacher.
(THINGS TO MARINATE…)
Point 3. The all-encompassing presence of realms, which the human is unable to perceive without concrete proof and
Point 4. The existence of tangible “things”, living, breathing “things” that are, for the most part, subject and passive to abstract forces.
Point 5. Why does fear strengthen the barriers in between, making us all feel strangers to one another? Why is there fear anyways?
Point 6. LOVE; Why is it so difficult for people to grasp its real concept?
Why do people refuse to act in love, selflessly, and wonder why loneliness seems to be the only present friend? When did love become a possession and forgotten in its state of being? When did love become such a skewed “item” that its only means of existing was from outwards instead of within? And when did love become something temporarily shared between only two people until all the initial “love” had soured, as if it had an expiration date?
Point 7. When was the power of mental state forgotten and when did the human race agree to become that of domesticated robots only able to see through a narrowed vision and disregard all else?
And lastly…How to quiet a vocal mind who seeks coexisting internal peace and progression. And Sleep.
[RELEVANT BECAUSE: Art in its most authentic form poses a purpose. Underneath the payers of paint and cresting atop the crisp canvas lies a product of couture thought. When being created and when finished, the piece challenges, questions, STATES- by some means of medium- relevant or irrelevant in terms of underlying message- all the same. In the process, the human is separated from the being, differentiating the internal and external realms, and when completed, brings them back into unification.]
Psyche Peep Show: Random Excerpts From a Mad Mind Vol. 1
The initial struggle lies within meeting pen with paper, but the thoughts flooding my mind are too peculiar and precious not to do so. To see the invisibility of my thoughts manifest so concretely onto paper alleviates me of inward clutter in a therapeutic process unlike all else. Here I lay, underneath speaking walls and breathing souls, unsure of the time or existence that pose my present circumstances. In this lonely state of mind, my imagination sinks wildly into the depths of its most curious points. Swinging in between delirium and potent awareness, I find a humble fright the common ground, yet a mentality pulling me closer to neutrality. My mental plight now drifts into an accepting state of edged boredom.
Despite all that, which may seem as incredibly pointless as it is, a repeating consciousness still arises the same points. Applicable or not, my words are further exuded unto whomever still reads with patience…
Point 1. The need for a purpose, a purpose to which the soul feeds and the human is challenged; a purpose to which, without, the soul feels absent and only the human is left; a purpose which unlocks countless entryways when the appropriate time presents itself so that the soul and the purpose together live mutually in an evolving state of enlightenment.
Point 2. The youthful state of mind, the youthful state of mind which is universally idolized when in its prime state of blissful oblivion. The youthful state of mind lives in a state of unconscious consciousness within an omnipresent source of light; it lives without superfluous wants and never questions existence, form, or space in time. Therefore, the soul is pure yet impressionable to the world that plays the unburdened teacher.
(THINGS TO MARINATE…)
Point 3. The all-encompassing presence of realms, which the human is unable to perceive without concrete proof and
Point 4. The existence of tangible “things”, living, breathing “things” that are, for the most part, subject and passive to abstract forces.
Point 5. Why does fear strengthen the barriers in between, making us all feel strangers to one another? Why is there fear anyways?
Why do people refuse to act in love, selflessly, and wonder why loneliness seems to be the only present friend? When did love become a possession and forgotten in its state of being? When did love become such a skewed “item” that its only means of existing was from outwards instead of within? And when did love become something temporarily shared between only two people until all the initial “love” had soured, as if it had an expiration date?
Point 7. When was the power of mental state forgotten and when did the human race agree to become that of domesticated robots only able to see through a narrowed vision and disregard all else?
And lastly…How to quiet a vocal mind who seeks coexisting internal peace and progression. And Sleep.
[RELEVANT BECAUSE: Art in its most authentic form poses a purpose. Underneath the payers of paint and cresting atop the crisp canvas lies a product of couture thought. When being created and when finished, the piece challenges, questions, STATES- by some means of medium- relevant or irrelevant in terms of underlying message- all the same. In the process, the human is separated from the being, differentiating the internal and external realms, and when completed, brings them back into unification.]